Today I've been feelings split about things. I prayed about it and I feel good about everything working out in the future so I shouldn't worry. But there are always doubts, moments where I'm not sure what I want. I suppose there really is no need to worry I've started to become very comfortable with my single life. Maybe a bit too comfy. I'm finding that I enjoy being alone doing my own thing rather than spending time with others. It's fun to get out and do things, but then I really want quiet, alone time to off set the social. Also I'm starting to think I'm kind of boring and I need to find things so that I can become a more interesting person. It goes with my new year resolution to create more hobbies to learn and becoming a more well rounded person.

But back to my first comment, I've decided that I truely enjoy being single. The freedom, control and independence to chose what I do with myself. I would like someone in my life to keep the loneliness down, but I could possibly live without. But if I'm not going to have a husband then as long as I have some manly attention once in awhile I think I'll do just fine, for now ;)